In 2003, I felt I was having a set-back in all my beliefs of being on the right track for enlightenment. My health deteriorated drastically and I was basically at different stages of physical helplessness until sometime in 2009. The only thing I could do during that period of time was write down the lyrics and poems I was hearing on a daily basis. Those moments became like little streams of light breaking through a curtain of pain and frustration. I had a big a-ha moment when I decided to use several of those lyrics and poems in my book and I discovered that telling my stories was very healing for me. I was opening myself to whatever was in store for me. I had given myself to my Self through believing “Thy will be done”. And believing that “Thy” is my “I AM”.